Random Thought #1

noun: happiness; plural noun: happinesses

the state of being happy.
“she struggled to find happiness in her life”
synonyms: pleasure, contentment, satisfaction, cheerfulness, merriment, gaiety, joy, joyfulness, joviality, jollity, glee, delight, good spirits, lightheartedness, well-being, enjoyment; exuberance, exhilaration, elation, ecstasy, jubilation, rapture, bliss, blissfulness, euphoria, transports of delight;
Hollywood ending
“trying to rediscover the happiness we once knew”


Happiness is the word that describe my childhood where everything is so simple and worry free. I remember that if i want something and my parents can’t buy it i just felt sad for a moment and i will just be contented of what i have. But now, I am lost of what is really the feeling of happiness. If i am happy like it feels like my heart will burst because of the overwhelming feeling, the next thing will happen is the worst opposite of happiness which is sadness. like having a work, when the paycheck arrives it feels like heaven but after a few days worries comes and boom sadness appears. Like now that i am jobless and no money at all, I am happy because i can slack all day but at the end of the day before i go to sleep i feel sad because i feel useless. I am wondering why cant we be happy all the time? why getting old makes it sadder? It is easy to spell but Hard to feel. I wish i can turn back the time.


2016 Road Trip (Enjoyed Much)

This is one of the happiest and exciting event in my life, I really love adventure, I love the beach and the nature its self. I am happy because no matter how busy my friends are they still spare a time just to be with me. They are my friends since college, though we had our separate ways after college our friendship still strong and even we met other friends we still did not forget to communicate. Friendship is like family, they are you sister or brother from another mother and father. That’s all i can say because there are no other words to describe the blessing of a friend.


Happy Hearts Day…

I never tried to Celebrate Valentines Day even when i have a Boyfriend, Yes when i was younger i tend to get excited about it because my suitor will give me Chocolates or my boyfriend will date me and give me chocolate as well, Yes it sound childish but i guess most of us experience it.  Maybe i was not interested because i don’t know the full story  of valentines day. To be honest it didn’t interest me to know the story of Valentines until this time, well i search it in google and i copied it and this is what i got.

Story of St. Valentine

“The story of Valentine’s Day begins in the third century with an oppressive Roman emperor and a humble Christian Martyr.   The emperor was Claudius II.   The Christian was Valentinus.

Claudius had ordered all Romans to worship twelve gods, and had made it a crime punishable by death to associate with Christians.   But Valentinus was dedicated to the ideals of Christ; not even the threat of death could keep him from practicing his beliefs.   He was arrested and imprisoned.

During the last weeks of Valentinus’s life a remarkable thing happened.   Seeing that he was a man of learning, the jailer asked whether his daughter, Julia, might be brought to Valentinus for lessons.   She had been blind since birth.   Julia was a pretty young girl with a quick mind.   Valentinus read stories of Rome’s history to her.   He described the world of nature to her.   He taught her arithmetic and told her about God.  She saw the world through his eyes, trusted his wisdom, and found comfort in his quiet strength.

“Valentinus, does God really hear our prayers?” Julia asked one day.

“Yes, my child, He hears each one.”

“Do you know what I pray for every morning and every night?  I pray that I might see.   I want so much to see everything you’ve told me about!”

“God does what is best for us if we will only believe in Him,” Valentinus said.

“Oh, Valentinus, I do believe! I do!”  She knelt and grasped his hand.

They sat quietly together, each praying.   Suddenly there was a brilliant light in the prison cell.   Radiant, Julia screamed, “Valentinus, I can see!  I can see!”

“Praise be to God!”  Valentinus exclaimed, and he knelt in prayer.

On the eve of his death Valentinus wrote a last note to Julia, urging her to stay close to God.   He signed it, “From your Valentine.”  His sentence was carried out the next day, February 14, 270 A.D., near a gate that was later named Porta Valentini in his memory.   He was buried at what is now the Church of Praxedes in Rome.   It is said that Julia planted a pink-blossomed almond tree near his grave.   Today, the almond tree remains a symbol of abiding love and friendship.   On each February 14, Saint Valentine’s Day, messages of affection, love, and devotion are exchanged around the world.”